me: Guess what.
5:08 PM
Trevor:
5:09 PM
dinner
5:10 PM
me: argh. I'll wait till you get back.
16 minutes
5:27 PM
Trevor: b
what
5:28 PM
me: I finished Paper Towns and while I wasn't completely happy with it, I learned something.
"What a treacherous thing it is to believe that a person is more than a person."
Isn't that the most tragic and important thing...ever?
5:30 PM
Isn't that what we spend our entire lives doing? Idealizing some people, so that we can only be disappointed, and if people don't fit into this ideal then they aren't important enough, and we don't like them or are apathetic because they're just like we are.
Trevor: ...?
oh, yeah, building up unreal expectations of people
5:32 PM
me: I do that all the time. I've done it with Mom and Chase and Taylor (so much with Taylor) and not you as much, but some, and Mr. P and everyone.
Trevor: what have you misoverestimated about me?
5:36 PM
me: It's not that exactly, it's just that you're totally cool and don't know it as much as you should. And people who don't know that they're cool are way cooler than people who try to be cool. So that makes you cooler than I am, because I am inherently uncool.
5:37 PM
Trevor: lol
that took a couple times reading
me: if you can make sense of that.
5:40 PM
Trevor: I can.
it took a while, because I just got ambushed in the middle of it.
5:41 PM
this is feeling a lot like all of those fml's ...
like, ignoring people and playing a game...
me: ?
5:43 PM
Trevor: like I'm paying attention to a game instead of you
me: Wow, my epiphanies are important. (psuedo epiphanies)
5:44 PM
Can I use this for a blog?
5:45 PM
Trevor: go for it.
me: thanks
That's annoying formatting, but I've realized that I also want myself to be more than a person. But no one is more than a person...but why should that stop me...? *headache* I will think more about this later, when I am not busy and when my spacebar lets me think more clearly.
Au Revoir For now,
REEEEEEEEEE
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